My Life..

2008-09-07T17:43:00.003+08:00

Lol yesterday was kinda fun cause i and ivan went to sing. then we recorded many songs together. i think this is the best .

Okay some parts not very nice but oh well. lol

Ni na me ai ta

2008-09-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

2008-08-01T17:19:00.001+08:00

I think.

Sometimes, i meant it in a positive way.

Don't take the wrong idea

Don't just keep me in suspense and *snap* you are gone again

2008-07-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

i swear. i so gonna learn how to toss the food inside my wok like some damn zai tze char uncle.

i've been practising.. wootz. and im happy to say that my chicken always have reached the correct bitness to it.

wow i've been also been informed that rolly is coming to top table and she is gonna order the vietnamese. So i told all my friends that im gonna do the curry specially for their table..

WOOTZ AND SINGING WAS FUN ON MONDAy. lesson was damn great

2008-06-19T13:30:00.003+08:00

Im so gonna get recognition by people in life.

that will be a goal i'm gonna work towards to now.

I dunno how, but perhaps singing.

Im gonna hand in the singing form at Ocean Butterfly later. then join competitions bla bla bla.

Hopefully will accomplish what i want.

AND OMG LOSE FATS

2008-06-15T22:32:00.004+08:00

OOh father's day is today but i celebrated it yesterday with all the families.

I heard the total expenses for the day was close to about 1k...

Okay lets start off. We booked the karaoke room with dinner at Paramount Hotel. It was an ala carte buffet. Food was damn good, i was also happy when my relatives said i sing better !

Lol later we couldn't get enough of singing, then we went to sembawang pub to sing again. Its called bar&grill ? i think so. Yea had 3 big cups of tiger beer, shiok. Then one song i think i managed to pull it off well was " Shi jie wei yi de ni " . damn happy, ppl were clapping for me in the pub.. ahahaha

okay lets end this post with a song. played by me .

Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding

2008-06-13T16:00:00.004+08:00

I finally realised what makes me sad and upset.

Its the memories of being happy together. Jokes being cracked, concering about each other, having fun. Its just so sad when all these are gone...

All i want now is just to be your great great friend. THATS ALL

and i will be contented..

2008-06-12T11:40:00.003+08:00

Making you laugh is my priority,
Seeing you smile is like my greatest accomplishment

I tried all ways to make you laugh,
because of yesterday's one incident
you totally ignored me
you even ask me not to say anything

When i mentioned i was a great listener,
helping people to solve their problems.
its true
I do stand by your side and understand your problems

But what do people not know?

I TOO HAVE MY OWN PROBLEMS

nobody understands..

I felt uncomfortable yesterday, trying to explain myself thoroughly
you apparently don't bother
well lets rephrase it
Why would you bother?

I can't sleep the whole day for fear our friendship is just gone like that
Maybe i think too much

But has it occur to you ?

That this is a friendship i really do not want to lose....

I know after this incident.. it will never be the same.

2008-06-11T13:37:00.003+08:00

You know it. I know it.
Time is the deciding factor
Great friends we are but
Let's go another level ?

Wait is all i can do
But i do not mind
My love for you
will never die

wtf did i just type

2008-04-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

Okay got the mood to blog.

But maybe not.

Just some things wanted to say lol.

Err okay lets start off from yesterday, finished presentation, soccer with guys and basketball, meet at cine and watch movie.

Okay singing at party world. I haven't been singing for like damn long in karaoke, so yea it takes some time to come back. And i think i exceeded my budget, i spent about 80 dollars yesterday . wtf.

2008-04-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

I dun feel like blogging about my shanghai. but if u want interesting stuff refer to my links lol to my friends like Gina and jj.

I just wanted to post is because i feel sad. Sad till i'm inspired to write an emo song.

I just wrote one.

its called " I can't smile "

No lyrics, no vocal. its just plainly base on my sad feelings.

2008-03-27T13:35:00.003+08:00

YAY i finally recorded this difficult song called "Tears"

2008-03-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

I think i got the coolest parents on earth. that's why im damn fillial.

if people know me. i don't go out on saturdays and sundays , they are reserved for family.

Why i got the coolest parents on earth ?

1) Freedom.

They give me ample freedom which im comfortable with

2) They are funny, cool, innovative

I got the funniest and lamest parents on earth. They can think of the weirdest stuff.
It may not appear funny to some, but when my parents thought of how to save electricity bills and stuff. They say they want to invent a stuff that accepts cash card. and each person in the family is entitled to a certain amount.

Also, when my sister ask a stupid question like. "there was a crime scene, shattered glasses, a puddle of water and a ball. how did romeo and juliet die?"

My father answered they kiss until no more saliva then die of lack of water

My mother answered, when juliet wanted to suicide along with romeo. she drank the puddle of water, but she mix the shattered glasses into it first.

i was like LOLOOL

3) They pay off my bills and spendings

I dunno why, but this part is the part that makes me the envy of people (some) , however, i like it to a certain extent only.

I dunno how to put this but, when i hear people talking about their parents not paying for clothes/ money to bring to china/ accessories and miscellanous stuff. however, i can show my parents the receipt and they will gladly return me.

thats where i dun like i think. sometimes i feel i will only learn when i use my own money and pay for stuff.

ahh blablalba, anyway i told su who i liked lol

2008-03-25T04:40:00.003+08:00

Late in the midnight, doing nothing has left me to ponder about stuff that i really wanted to blog .

I'm really happy to know the GC people, as in seriously. They are a crazy bunch of people that you really want to be with. Its like different schools mixing together, like Hafiz my groupmate from IT, Gina from AS who shares canto pop and many different people. And not to mention the two funniest guys i ever came across, roland and alex.

its kinda interesting really lol. its like after being with your GC group ppl you dun really feel like leaving them. Which makes me want to spend the entire trip and really fostering some good friendships =D

Ahh. next, i got my debit card wooho !! can sign card already which is damn cool. now i got 3 accounts. supposingly one is for savings and the other for spending. but when my father look at my savings he was like wtf. then in the end he decided to combine my savings and spendings into one account. and open a new savings account that i cannot touch. but i definitely knows its more than my previous savings account rofl.

Also, its kinda weird actually. Sometimes i think i am naive i guess. its like i really feel very comfortable when someone smiles at me. but its like there is this special person who smiles at me that gives me a totally different feelings. i dunno what is it called. but when we exchange smiles, i know im happy thats for sure. ahh, im looking forward to 'your' smiles again. =D

and i want to spend money. okay i think im gonna spend about 150 dollars tomorrow. on a bag and brownies for the chalet. dun call me spendthrift or whatsoever, i just dunno how to spend money. it may sound retarded but ya, i love to save but i dun want to save too much, i will take out that sum of money to spend it on myself or preferably friends.

okay i dunno what im talking. but all i know, im really looking forward to GC this sunday. where i will be flying off to china, also its a moment i've been waiting for since just now. the smiles that made my day, even just for a few seconds is just way too cool.

2008-03-20T18:17:00.003+08:00

Okay hi. Nothing to do today that's why i record this song. Its called Nocturne Op.9-2 by Chopin. Okay besides this, Gina can't hear it too lol despite me sending her and her player can't work. Thus ya, i decided to upload this lousy playing. lol

Seriously it sucks

2008-03-15T13:36:00.001+08:00

Okay i will summarise what i have been doing ever since my last post.

I'm enrolled into Global Citizenship course and taking lessons for a week now

I have met up with my Secondary 4 classmates. So many people changed and stuff. lol

I passed all my subjects. And im damn happy

I have gone back to jogging. (its damn cool i tell you.)

Also, i spent 70 dollars on my richard clayderman books. wootz lol

2008-03-01T22:43:00.002+08:00

AH !!!!!!!!!!! cool day today was. some part not so cool, like having very little sleep and going out.

wow today that made my day was perhaps the thing i hardly hear ever since i was fat was. " dom you no gf ? you quite good looking what" okay. i dun mean to be hao lian or bhb here. but i just feel happy cause is like, i have been feeling fat and stuff like that. but ever since working out hard and trying to lose weight to boost my confidence. i think it definitely had paid off

=D

2008-02-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

YAY EXAMS ARE OVER !!

argh. didnt have good sleep. like today. 10pm sleep wanted to wake up at 6am. then 3.30am. then awake till now. lucky after paper we go play lan and took measurements for uniform and such bla bla bla. then met jonathan ! whee. so long nv meet each other. damn happy. but now damn tired. rofl

2008-02-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

LOL when i told keith about my feelings i had after that day. He composed a poem
short but sweet

listen to me, there are many many fish in the sea.
dont give up the whole forest for one tree. i can introduce you to fee.
she quite nice, every saturday free.

you want catch fish dont use hook,
if you use hook,
hard to look.
girls are like fish must use net,
one time jio 10 surely get.

well ya, i just realised for the past few days after composing my songs. CHORDS ARE DAMN HARD TO FIND . im now reading lots of theory book. and btw my song is composed in C Major which is damn easy but then damn hard to find chords. serious no bluff.

Ahh.. haha okay nothing to say.

2008-02-15T15:31:00.006+08:00

Yay composed my song finally. just need to think of the music now.

Pardon me for my singing. Just want to give you all a rough sample

Triste Couer . one of my all time favourite song. sorry for playing half lol

2008-02-14T17:02:00.005+08:00

haha. today was the last day of all presentations and stuff like that. yea ky goes on a date with another guy, here i am soloing this day myself. sunny was quite happy as he also got what he wanted i think.

nic celebrating with his gf

mike celebrating with his gf

me celebrating myself.

I already knew there was no chance when today we did this stacking of hands thing before our presentation starts. ky hand was at the top, when i put my hand she immediately put to the lowest. okay la nvm. just happy we did it without any major flaws.

and an zhen knews i like ky and told me to go for it, but whats the point ? lol can't believe she read my blog haha.

okay all my "haha" bluff one, im not exactly happy today, so if i offended anybody today really damn sorry.

luckily got nic who cheered me up, best friend IMO

Now im halfway composing a song which i aimed to finish by this holiday, hopefully. its called "Yi Ge Ren De Qing Ren Jie" . got the chorus already. now need the melody.

today funny part was when randall came to school damn late, and he didnt wear formal lol. and micah had to change pants with him . i'll update the photo later ahaha.

2008-02-13T21:34:00.002+08:00

Okay, just having mixed thoughts currently. It feels as if tomorrow is the last day of our friendship among me and my jap group mates. Ya even her.

Maybe just maybe, a mircale might turn out but i doubt so. Its not about having confidence or not, but i have done everything i could.

Today's final group meeting, at first was really damn awkward but then later it turned out to be okay. I was really damn dizzy and having headache, I just dunno why. Its like thinking it was the last group meeting and we all are going separate ways that made me feel so confused and stuff. I felt like fainting.

Yea and the chocolates i bought i really hope all of them like it. 24.90 for one box for 9 chocolates is not funny, and i bought 3 boxes. I don't think giving them too little is a good option and neither i want to give on valentine.

Yea, i like ky. And i mean alot, and i still dun see the reason why she treating me so coldly. i mean aiya, just talk to me normally lor i also feel that i can talk to people well if they give me a chance too.

all i hope is, lets just maintain our friendship if we cant be lovers, dun just let it go for nothing.

2008-02-10T04:06:00.001+08:00

Its all over.

whats the point of loving someone and yet they don't give you a chance

whats the point of being nice

whats the point of losing weight

whats the point of having money

I just can't win your heart

Am i that bad ?

I just don't understand

2008-02-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

I finally got the courage to date you.

I just need the reply from you

2008-02-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yesssssssssssssssssa ! Finally today has arrive =D, got jap yay !

Always love this project group the most, fun bunch of lovely people . gagagaa

Today did alot of stuff cause we actually brought the props along and familiarise all the movements. Best thing was we actually had lots of joy and fun, cause i mean afterall role play sure got alot of nonsense like. "Ding dong" " Konbanwa" being said to the door. Its those fun part, and the dropping of our takoyakki and saying "Sugoi !!!!!!" is really damn LOL

Hahah then we also mentioned when we should conference, practically everyday just to get our lines right. I really love this 2 hours being spent, i don't even mind forgoing my lunch for it or any meals haha.

and for dinner today, ate sakae with my parents -,- the sushi there is totally shit and sucked. Its so obvious copying from Sushi Tei, but when the food come the first thing my mother said was " Tian cha tei" in Cantonese it meant Heaven and Earth . Then when i took the first bit of it, it tasted like zomg shit. Avocado which is being used in the copy version of "dragon roll" is like not fresh. Avocado should be a very kind of fatty kind of fruit giving a very smooth and rich taste, but that tasted like zzz.

and i asked for feed back form. LOL , i first time dare to BM them. For ambience . music everything i put poor. Practically all poor or satisfactory, my parents also supported my view. When they have a section called, why did you choose sakae sushi. I put, "no food to eat thats why come here"

For any other comments section i put , " IT SUCKS" i used up all the lines lol.

For contacts i put, my real name, my email, for contact number i put " Don't Tell you" LOL

2008-02-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

Bah............

Nothing much to blog about really. except yesterday's dinner with my mother's mother , popo for an advance reunion dinner

I really dunno man, issit me or i just feel something is damn wrong with me. I love to eat, but when i eat i really damn regret. They call it sypmtoms of having bullemia i think, except omitting the vomit part. When that struck my mind, i will automatically stop eating what i am eating currently and suddenly plan for the future what not to eat and such. Then i will go home and have this very very wrong thinking to work the food i ate out.

Food sucks at the place we ate by the way.

Then today, went out to go pray my ancestors. Kinda miss my grandparents now, like damn regret when they not around anymore.

2008-02-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today was damn fun but its rather short. Thus this post also short

POM project presentation was a OMG DAMN GOOD kind of presentation.

Think i did well, teacher also said our group did well.

BUT I DAMN SURE OUR ROLEPLAY PAWNS ALL OTHER.

courteousy to jianyong for his cock ! haha ! good job !

but really this team i really like it cause we did lots of lame thing such as conference over the phone and talking cock. really miss this group to think about it, compare to other groups. really damn damn fun.

2008-01-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

I would do anything to retain that laughter ...

This will be the quote for the day that I suddenly thought of,

Summative test for communication skills were rather easy thus i shan't go into details, then comes jap class ! favourties class of all times other than macro economics.

During jap class, well we were the first group to rehearse our script in front of teachers and she practically LOL at the part whereby we say SUSHI in front of the camera.

Teacher also handed up our marks. okay la 36/40 not bad la haha

Oh then our group decided to do the role play by memorising script haha. Its damn fun , ky keep asking for repeat. of course ask for repeat =.= my lines so much more compared to them. i need to memorise 30 lines but well, i can memorise the first 5 parts of the story already. guo j i memory.

but overall really damn funny, ky and the rest keep smiling, laughing throughout the entire process. is like some words we dunno how to pronounce then teacher correct us, then when we learn the corrected one is like so funny lol. especially my "yokatta" part. must pia high pitch lol. keep forgetting , then when it comes to the part

"A ! Sore wa.... yokatta desu"

all look at me then i got the meaning, then when i go high pitch for that note all laugh at my pronunciation. but afterall have to thanks AZ for correcting most of our mistakes.

I think when you like a person, you won't dare to look into the person's eyes. maybe its just me, i cant look into anybody's eyes , that is a bad habit but well to be hoenst. i'm shy. its only true friends then i can show my true self in front of them lol.

Its really happy to see her smiling and laughing today. and i refer back to my quote

I would really do anything to retain that smile on your face..

misses..

2008-01-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

Today is really a damn happy day for me. Why ? cause of japanese group meeting. is damn enjoyable

i dun want talk about the happenings before that. i straight away jump to japanese discussion =p

okay la, ky asked me to meet at sixth floor of library, so i go up and only saw her lol. then i dun have my script need go print. zz need cash card, then i dun have. lucky she so nice to lend me lol.

well then she did her econs, while i sit there and do nothing while waiting for AZ to come. okay she came, then she appeared so tired and sick. is like she has been coughing for like ever since our group is formed about 1 month ago like that. sigh.. well then it was 5 then we go in the room.

then literally both of them like damn sian, then we tried to go through our speech then half way through sock leng came , her eyes really damn sharp i tell u. she come in straight say KY cut her hair and instantly knew i dyed my hair which mnay people failed to see.

the room was damn lively after that, we went through our script no need to worry who not here and stuff like that. Firstly, we read through the script once and clocked ourselves, it was actually below 8 minutes ! what a relieve. Secondly, we went through again but this time AZ made it a point to correct our pronunciations of certain words and i got some certain problem pronouncing the word KA? its like i dunno man, difficulty. then we did a lame thing, counting how many lines our roles have to say during the role play. i got the highest 27 =.= followed by ky, sl and then az i think.

LOL THE FUN PART COMES, we actually stood up this time shift the table and chairs and finally act it out. then is damn stupid la, we get our roles so screwed up like kahyee ask me how much is the shawl price but the salesperson is SL . then we did a lot of lame things like walking to the bento shop. that one is seriously LOL keep forgetting when to walk and such.

It was really damn enjoyable seeing her smile but i think is damn hard on her cause halfway during the role play, she appears to be sleepy. think lack of sleep due to many project submissions ya ? but man.. we really enjoyed ourselves today. and we have lots of lame idea like the part whereby you cannot wear your shoes into the Ryokan. then Ky was like going in with her shoes then later AZ told her cannot go in with shoes then she walk backwards. that one is seriously damn funny. we all died laughing there gagagaga

Tomorrow will be a fun day i suppose too !@ after comm skills test, cant wait for jap class again buahaha.

2008-01-28T19:27:00.000+08:00

I LOST ANOTHER INCH OFF MY WAIST ZOMG !

2008-01-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

lalalalalal woke up and do nothing. Today's entry will be short. Highlight for today will be the music i played today "Ni Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta" by taozhe . I think its a nice song thus i think can upload here give you all listen. I play one, so got slight mistakes and its only up till the chorus.

Just want to be a great pianist one day..

2008-01-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

Yay !! okay nvm. Err .. today woke up at 2.30pm lol then had lunch with parents then do a lot of things for the day which includes hair colouring, practising piano and having dinner.

Well dad was damn cool la, he woke me up and gave me a new equipment related to exercising one. To train away abs and thighs lol.

Well really did nothing after lunch till my mom dyed my hair for me. Its mahagonny red which is a colour i really like. Not too bright nor dark. Then i played piano for like 3 hrs ! stunning lol, cause got so many beautiful songs to play

Got one song i really liked was playing this song by Tao Zhe " Ni Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta" lol. i was practically singing this song while playing all based on sight reading ^_^ . around first time playing can managed the whole song

Okay then went for dinner, eat so much again zz . but fun

Then when reach home i and my dad was like damn lame. We were sorting underwear from the pile of clothes, then i took mine and he took his. Then he gave me a panty -,- , he say is mine . then he keep laughing.

CAUSE I EVER WEAR MY SIS PANTIES B4 AND I THOUGHT IS MINE . =.=

that's like damn long ago and damn embarassing. and my dad kept remembering lol

2008-01-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

Today well whatever, i slept at 5am and need to meet wenhua and frens for project touch up. meeting at 10. i slept till 10.30am lol over slept. well go there we spend a whole of 5 hours touching up stuff and was damn hungry.

Then xueping walked in, wow lol then i heard "she-who-must-not-be-name-cause-if-i-name-will-bring-unncessary-lame-trouble" looking for my msn. dunno the hell for, but interesting thing is that nobody likes her =) i heard a bunch of stories such as initiating a outing and in the end give a excuse " OH GOT MEETING MEH " . interesting eh ? welll well well , i didnt name the girl.

okay then later go lunch with wenhua and later on go home. but on the way to mensa , i saw HER. gagagaga, damn happy but made me ponder about something which will be later be told.

lol, then i take cab home, dun wish to stick in the crowded bus but it also gave me a good thought about IT in the taxi.

Proceed home to play Triste Coeur regarding my thoughts. boy boy, i managed to complete half of the song. happy with myself. slept a while later on and did weights training and here i am gonna pen down what i thought of today

i was perhaps just thinking, why we two could be so talkative in jap class but when in real life its just a "hi-bye" kind of thing. Also, its like when im in jap discussion yesterday, it was so full of life just seeing her smile and laugh and helping me out with my jap work and we even role-played it once. its like so fun......................

the second thought is, am i waiting too long to break the news ? what if she is single now, and by the time i want to break it to her , will she still be or not be single. Thats the question, nobody can answer.

Bah........................... well left last project to go. communication skills.

2008-01-24T21:17:00.001+08:00

Teeheheheheheheheh.........................

Today was certainly an enjoyable day. Wake up help membres print stuff then give each person a copy of notes. Teacher kind of impressed with our work. Damn happy. like a sense of achievement

then went mensa to eat with nic and sunny go eat the chicken cutlet rice

studied at library and seeing sunny struggling with leadership work lol.. then later it was jap. damn fun man, listening i confirm pass. easy like zomg and it cost 20% lololol. then the listening over we had jap discussion. damn happy, was talking cock with the whole japanese group and we had a run through of our scripts then i realised my part during the whole roleplay was rather a lot. then the 3 girls so evil make me copy while i listen to them talk. the excuse they gave was " dom ur handwriting nicest" lol ? okay nvm.

Just kinda happy cause i saw HER, it was like just damn comfortable talking to her and such . lol. today's post will be short.

Ah well okay..

2008-01-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

Nah its alright with those comments flooding my chatbox. Its also alright that i accept i aint a good boyfriend, its true im fat, its true i had no money last time. it was also true i had little friends last time. Yea ego was high , everything was wrong about me. Things have changed over the year.

I have money now.

I have more true friends now

I have become much more mature now

I have lost weight now

I have build muscles now

I won't say anything negative about you anymore. I just hope you leave me alone.

Nobody can win you in bad mannering anyway.

Your presence is a joke.

Continuous from today...

2008-01-23T20:01:00.001+08:00

Okay enough of all those blabbering, econs went really really well, even teacher praised us. Can't thank enough of regine helping us with work. Well, and fulin is like damn funny lol. her being damn gullible is really something good to laugh at. When i asked for an eraser, she gave me this

=.=

Using of staple bullets to mend her eraser is simply LOL

Then we went to subway ! convinced the two girls to come with us lol. ate a foot long, gagaga , damn freaking good la and healthy and best of all........expensive -.- 12 dollars nice..

Then watch a movie, Body#19 <-- lame show nuff said. But before watching . Sunny was really damn lame, he was standing and take a piece of crushed paper and shoot the hoop in a basket ball court. Well he was definitely spot on and managed to easily pawn the whole court with his imba shooting. Here's a picture .....

Now im studying for tomorrow jap's test, which is something to look forward to. gagagaga....

2008-01-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

Funny day !

2008-01-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

Omg i like today, haha lots of things happen, quite happy and feeling satisfied

I just dunno why but i like the feeling whereby you set your alarm clock then u keep pressing the snooze to keep telling the handphone that you still want 5 more minutes. Then i snooze till half an hour lol.

Okay go school , did my food hygiene test 13/20 20% weightage lol. Okay then after that went to have an emo chat with Micah, he was talking about christianity and why he mock their belief.

One belieft was, if you do things wrong you go to heaven still if you believe in christianity but if you do not believe you go to hell.

So he was damn pissed off about this and told me that the reason he is failing his subjects was because he mocked the religion.

Then we ate lunch together, i decided to stick to my strict diet, so i had sandwiches , a cup of milo and apples. Not too bad eh ? lol. AFTER THAT LOL, i and micah at lab nothing to do then we go draw on paint and paste it on our background LOL. i show u the picture

Well after that i went to do my marketing oral assessment, okay la not bad can answer 3/4. Think can pass, thats all i wanted to hope for. Then go for the Aloysious Lee lecture, kinda like his style of teaching but when he mentioned about going California i damn sad cause it clashes with Global Citizenship and some of my classmates going. Freaking sad zz.

Go home already, tried a new style of weight lifting. Not too bad, increase the sets but lower the repition, kinda of a new change which i like cause it really make your muscles tired compared to the previous one. Then i had some dota matches with team LOAA, .... this bunch of people complain me to head admin and say we never play with them. After playing with them, they left. is like damn wth ?

ahh who cares.

Kinda happy today cause cleared two tests at one go. haha, looking forward to each day passing is like damn fun. Can clear more modules as it goes on.

Boring day

2008-01-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

Okay to start things off first, I woke up at 10am but class starts at 1pm. So nothing to do, i switch on the computer and began to study. Even though i just woke up fresh and awake, go bathe everything. I on the powerpoint slides my eyes just gradually close......

Never mind, go to school . Go for one hour study Principle of Management for 4 pages. Great job. The damn funny part of today is the teacher. She saw a group of people leaving, then she was like. "Actually students, i dun mind u all leaving my lecture because if you all have the intention to leave, it means that you all do not wish to learn anything"

Then half the lecture hall stood up and left LOL

It was really boring, I copied the last 2 points then i go off too. Okay 1 hour in school, go home.. =.=

Go home already, i switch on computer and studied, this time i pia 4 hours of marketing non-stop to cover all the topics. I would say is really damn tedious and i only got the gist of it. Dun think i will do well for the test tmr anyway. Bahh...

Later on i had to play 2 matches again team Kio, well first game was really damn fun and exciting. It was a sort of push and pull effect kinda stuff, they really cleared us all at starting and in the end we managed to revive in time and stop them from pushing in and cleared 5 of them. Then they decided to do another mid push and our two raxes left like 50 health or something but we once again managed to stop and cleared all of them. In the end we won, damn proud

Second game we dun really want to play well, so just let them win lol..

Now i am, studying for food hygiene test tmr. Well just can't get anything into the head.

Some thoughts to pen down today, i added her on friendster, but then my shoutout put my blog's name. I quickly rushed home to change it for fear she happens to go to my blog. My feeling is kinda mixed now, because i somehow want her to read but then hope she will not be affected by it. Cause as u know, we are both from the same group for Japanese and i dun want her to read my blog and later then have a sort of distance away from me and not perform well. I just can't do that, i dun want her to fail this cds. It ain't worth it. So i guess i won't publicise yet till the time is ripe i guess ?

Sunday with my cousin's family

2008-01-20T22:50:00.000+08:00

Yay to start things off, I would say it was an enjoyable day lol

Morning, wake up at 9+ then dunno slack until 12 plus then parents decided to go Jurong Country Club. Well as usual, do some weights and had my cereal for lunch. But before going JCC we had to go Tanjong Pagar to settle some rental stuff for our tenants staying over at our house.

Then later, we walked around in Amara before having lunch there. Didn't eat much, the food didn't look good anyway. After that we went to cousin's house and watched a movie, evan almighty, and slacked around there for about 2 hours or so .

And this picture my sister took of me while i was waiting for parents to sign some formal papers..

We then went to JCC for our dinner, well at first wanted to go Green Banyan for dinner cause it usually serve those set dinner or something like that but then it changed ! It became a buffet style which didn't really look appetising to us so we went to Izumi for Japanese dinner. Okay here comes the cool part. The food we ate was really good, well the price is kinda expensive too.

To show you some pictures of the food we ate..

Lincoln's Grilled Silver Cod with a touch of Teriyakki sauce.

My Pan Fried Silver Cod with melted butter sauce

My aunty's Grilled Long Mackarel

And some other pictures at the restaurant

Family !!

Families photo

Cute baby Jayden

Lincoln trying out all the ice creams

Me drinking coffee ~

Bah, to end this day. I and lincoln realised that we now 18 years old can go jackpot lol. so we went in there for the first time, and nobody chased us away. Wow being in a jackpot room feels so "adult".

Haha good day it was !

Family day !

2008-01-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

Well today was kind of enjoyable at the beginning which got very bored later on =.=

Wake up in the afternoon, did my macroecons individual project and I was told to go bathe cause we were going out. Dad brought the whole family out to Astons to eat and he went there cause I recommended him that place and to his surprise he realised the food was like damn cheap la.

S$5.90 for a chicken set meal with two side orders =x

Well even though that's cheap he purposely want go order the expensive thing, he go ordered the Tenderloin which cost about $29.90. One of the most expensive stuff served at Astons' Specialties.

My sister ordered the Ribeye, mom ordered pork chop and both my aunty and I had the double up chicken. Well this is what it looks like...
Dad's Tenderloin, Followed by my chicken and my sister's ribeye

Later on after settling the bill, we went to parkway parade and shopped around. Well I was happy cause i bought my Richard Clayderman Piano Solos book. Zomg so happy buahahah!

Dad bought himself a jeans from Giordano then later the whole family machiam camp at the Esprit for 1 hour and in the end I just bought a top for myself whilst my aunty bought some stuff too. And i went to cut hair....................... the aunty sucks at cutting. I was really damn upset. ARgh !!

Then. we went to Giants, I go buy some healthy stuff for my tomorrow diet and such lol. I just realise I cannot afford to get fat, all those hardwork I put in, just dun want to go away like that. So i decided to eat cereals for at least one meal a day. Oh ya, and I bought a muffin tray so I can bake some muffins for friends, families and such.

Then suddenly, i turned emo. I suddenly had a pessimistic thought in my mind that if i'm fat nobody will want me, then is like face also sian sian and really dun feel like doing anything. Well guess i'm missing her......... I really enjoy talking to her but wonder if she felt the same..

Bah..

Well first post

2008-01-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

I think it's quite weird for me to start blogging again but oh well sometimes there are thoughts I have that i just wish to pen down. These thoughts in me have been bottling up and never a chance to let them out.

Well to start things off first, I really want to get back into a relationship. Its like, maybe due to the previous relationship that I have neglected many stuff in life such as going out with real friends and do things as a group of friends. I completely miss that out except once or twice with my good friends Ivan, Ben, Nicolas so on..

Now I'm having these great bunch of friends, I do stuff as groups now and really enjoy life and talking cock with them. Poly has open a completely new entrance to my world where I was only with a girl for 3 1/2 years. I was so afraid of talking to girls, maybe its just natural because I didn't really talk to any girl for fear of jealousy.

I'm just lacking something in life that friends cannot provide. Someone to talk to. I mean good friends do talk to me but however, some stuff like gossiping , talking nonsense and even the simple "what are you doing?" can spark off a great conversation. But some times male friends will only talk to you about the few stuff like games etc.

I really do not how to approach a girl neither do i know how to start a good conversation, I'm kind of upset and disappointed in myself. That's why I'm really envious of people like Sunny and Nicolas who are able to hit it off so well with people. I mean i just can't. I'm just scared the person will just run away and not talk to me anymore thus resulting in the current me.

To be honest, I like a girl now. Well, I did the most foolish thing, was to ask her out for a movie. It's just so stupid of me, I do not even know the girl well yet and is not like we are those who will talk on msn everyday. I think she might think that I'm freaking her out. I just do not want that, I just want to slowly know more about her hoping she will feel the same for me.

I'm training everyday, lifting weights everyday all just to get into a better shape so I can be in a better position to know more about you. I'm quite proud to say that I have lost 4 inches off my waist size and will continue to do better. I know i know all the sayings about doing exercise for the benefit of oneself, however my mindset is different.

I know no matter how nice I can be, without an acceptable face or body no girls will want to talk to me. Maybe I'm just over reacting but yea ..that's how i feel.