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YAY EXAMS ARE OVER !!

argh. didnt have good sleep. like today. 10pm sleep wanted to wake up at 6am. then 3.30am. then awake till now. lucky after paper we go play lan and took measurements for uniform and such bla bla bla. then met jonathan ! whee. so long nv meet each other. damn happy. but now damn tired. rofl

LOL when i told keith about my feelings i had after that day. He composed a poem
short but sweet



listen to me, there are many many fish in the sea.
dont give up the whole forest for one tree. i can introduce you to fee.
she quite nice, every saturday free.


you want catch fish dont use hook,
if you use hook,
hard to look.
girls are like fish must use net,
one time jio 10 surely get.


well ya, i just realised for the past few days after composing my songs. CHORDS ARE DAMN HARD TO FIND . im now reading lots of theory book. and btw my song is composed in C Major which is damn easy but then damn hard to find chords. serious no bluff.

Ahh.. haha okay nothing to say.

Yay composed my song finally. just need to think of the music now.

Pardon me for my singing. Just want to give you all a rough sample

Triste Couer . one of my all time favourite song. sorry for playing half lol

Okay, just having mixed thoughts currently. It feels as if tomorrow is the last day of our friendship among me and my jap group mates. Ya even her.

Maybe just maybe, a mircale might turn out but i doubt so. Its not about having confidence or not, but i have done everything i could.

Today's final group meeting, at first was really damn awkward but then later it turned out to be okay. I was really damn dizzy and having headache, I just dunno why. Its like thinking it was the last group meeting and we all are going separate ways that made me feel so confused and stuff. I felt like fainting.

Yea and the chocolates i bought i really hope all of them like it. 24.90 for one box for 9 chocolates is not funny, and i bought 3 boxes. I don't think giving them too little is a good option and neither i want to give on valentine.

Yea, i like ky. And i mean alot, and i still dun see the reason why she treating me so coldly. i mean aiya, just talk to me normally lor i also feel that i can talk to people well if they give me a chance too.

all i hope is, lets just maintain our friendship if we cant be lovers, dun just let it go for nothing.

Its all over.

whats the point of loving someone and yet they don't give you a chance

whats the point of being nice


whats the point of losing weight

whats the point of having money

I just can't win your heart

Am i that bad ?

I just don't understand

I finally got the courage to date you.

I just need the reply from you

Yesssssssssssssssssa ! Finally today has arrive =D, got jap yay !

Always love this project group the most, fun bunch of lovely people . gagagaa

Today did alot of stuff cause we actually brought the props along and familiarise all the movements. Best thing was we actually had lots of joy and fun, cause i mean afterall role play sure got alot of nonsense like. "Ding dong" " Konbanwa" being said to the door. Its those fun part, and the dropping of our takoyakki and saying "Sugoi !!!!!!" is really damn LOL

Hahah then we also mentioned when we should conference, practically everyday just to get our lines right. I really love this 2 hours being spent, i don't even mind forgoing my lunch for it or any meals haha.

and for dinner today, ate sakae with my parents -,- the sushi there is totally shit and sucked. Its so obvious copying from Sushi Tei, but when the food come the first thing my mother said was " Tian cha tei" in Cantonese it meant Heaven and Earth . Then when i took the first bit of it, it tasted like zomg shit. Avocado which is being used in the copy version of "dragon roll" is like not fresh. Avocado should be a very kind of fatty kind of fruit giving a very smooth and rich taste, but that tasted like zzz.

and i asked for feed back form. LOL , i first time dare to BM them. For ambience . music everything i put poor. Practically all poor or satisfactory, my parents also supported my view. When they have a section called, why did you choose sakae sushi. I put, "no food to eat thats why come here"

For any other comments section i put , " IT SUCKS" i used up all the lines lol.

For contacts i put, my real name, my email, for contact number i put " Don't Tell you" LOL

Bah............


Nothing much to blog about really. except yesterday's dinner with my mother's mother , popo for an advance reunion dinner

I really dunno man, issit me or i just feel something is damn wrong with me. I love to eat, but when i eat i really damn regret. They call it sypmtoms of having bullemia i think, except omitting the vomit part. When that struck my mind, i will automatically stop eating what i am eating currently and suddenly plan for the future what not to eat and such. Then i will go home and have this very very wrong thinking to work the food i ate out.

Food sucks at the place we ate by the way.

Then today, went out to go pray my ancestors. Kinda miss my grandparents now, like damn regret when they not around anymore.

Today was damn fun but its rather short. Thus this post also short


POM project presentation was a OMG DAMN GOOD kind of presentation.

Think i did well, teacher also said our group did well.


BUT I DAMN SURE OUR ROLEPLAY PAWNS ALL OTHER.

courteousy to jianyong for his cock ! haha ! good job !

but really this team i really like it cause we did lots of lame thing such as conference over the phone and talking cock. really miss this group to think about it, compare to other groups. really damn damn fun.