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I would do anything to retain that laughter ...

This will be the quote for the day that I suddenly thought of,

Summative test for communication skills were rather easy thus i shan't go into details, then comes jap class ! favourties class of all times other than macro economics.

During jap class, well we were the first group to rehearse our script in front of teachers and she practically LOL at the part whereby we say SUSHI in front of the camera.

Teacher also handed up our marks. okay la 36/40 not bad la haha

Oh then our group decided to do the role play by memorising script haha. Its damn fun , ky keep asking for repeat. of course ask for repeat =.= my lines so much more compared to them. i need to memorise 30 lines but well, i can memorise the first 5 parts of the story already. guo j i memory.

but overall really damn funny, ky and the rest keep smiling, laughing throughout the entire process. is like some words we dunno how to pronounce then teacher correct us, then when we learn the corrected one is like so funny lol. especially my "yokatta" part. must pia high pitch lol. keep forgetting , then when it comes to the part

"A ! Sore wa.... yokatta desu"

all look at me then i got the meaning, then when i go high pitch for that note all laugh at my pronunciation. but afterall have to thanks AZ for correcting most of our mistakes.


I think when you like a person, you won't dare to look into the person's eyes. maybe its just me, i cant look into anybody's eyes , that is a bad habit but well to be hoenst. i'm shy. its only true friends then i can show my true self in front of them lol.

Its really happy to see her smiling and laughing today. and i refer back to my quote

I would really do anything to retain that smile on your face..

misses..

Today is really a damn happy day for me. Why ? cause of japanese group meeting. is damn enjoyable

i dun want talk about the happenings before that. i straight away jump to japanese discussion =p

okay la, ky asked me to meet at sixth floor of library, so i go up and only saw her lol. then i dun have my script need go print. zz need cash card, then i dun have. lucky she so nice to lend me lol.

well then she did her econs, while i sit there and do nothing while waiting for AZ to come. okay she came, then she appeared so tired and sick. is like she has been coughing for like ever since our group is formed about 1 month ago like that. sigh.. well then it was 5 then we go in the room.

then literally both of them like damn sian, then we tried to go through our speech then half way through sock leng came , her eyes really damn sharp i tell u. she come in straight say KY cut her hair and instantly knew i dyed my hair which mnay people failed to see.

the room was damn lively after that, we went through our script no need to worry who not here and stuff like that. Firstly, we read through the script once and clocked ourselves, it was actually below 8 minutes ! what a relieve. Secondly, we went through again but this time AZ made it a point to correct our pronunciations of certain words and i got some certain problem pronouncing the word KA? its like i dunno man, difficulty. then we did a lame thing, counting how many lines our roles have to say during the role play. i got the highest 27 =.= followed by ky, sl and then az i think.

LOL THE FUN PART COMES, we actually stood up this time shift the table and chairs and finally act it out. then is damn stupid la, we get our roles so screwed up like kahyee ask me how much is the shawl price but the salesperson is SL . then we did a lot of lame things like walking to the bento shop. that one is seriously LOL keep forgetting when to walk and such.

It was really damn enjoyable seeing her smile but i think is damn hard on her cause halfway during the role play, she appears to be sleepy. think lack of sleep due to many project submissions ya ? but man.. we really enjoyed ourselves today. and we have lots of lame idea like the part whereby you cannot wear your shoes into the Ryokan. then Ky was like going in with her shoes then later AZ told her cannot go in with shoes then she walk backwards. that one is seriously damn funny. we all died laughing there gagagaga

Tomorrow will be a fun day i suppose too !@ after comm skills test, cant wait for jap class again buahaha.

I LOST ANOTHER INCH OFF MY WAIST ZOMG !

lalalalalal woke up and do nothing. Today's entry will be short. Highlight for today will be the music i played today "Ni Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta" by taozhe . I think its a nice song thus i think can upload here give you all listen. I play one, so got slight mistakes and its only up till the chorus.

Just want to be a great pianist one day..

Yay !! okay nvm. Err .. today woke up at 2.30pm lol then had lunch with parents then do a lot of things for the day which includes hair colouring, practising piano and having dinner.

Well dad was damn cool la, he woke me up and gave me a new equipment related to exercising one. To train away abs and thighs lol.

Well really did nothing after lunch till my mom dyed my hair for me. Its mahagonny red which is a colour i really like. Not too bright nor dark. Then i played piano for like 3 hrs ! stunning lol, cause got so many beautiful songs to play

Got one song i really liked was playing this song by Tao Zhe " Ni Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta" lol. i was practically singing this song while playing all based on sight reading ^_^ . around first time playing can managed the whole song

Okay then went for dinner, eat so much again zz . but fun

Then when reach home i and my dad was like damn lame. We were sorting underwear from the pile of clothes, then i took mine and he took his. Then he gave me a panty -,- , he say is mine . then he keep laughing.

CAUSE I EVER WEAR MY SIS PANTIES B4 AND I THOUGHT IS MINE . =.=

that's like damn long ago and damn embarassing. and my dad kept remembering lol

Today well whatever, i slept at 5am and need to meet wenhua and frens for project touch up. meeting at 10. i slept till 10.30am lol over slept. well go there we spend a whole of 5 hours touching up stuff and was damn hungry.

Then xueping walked in, wow lol then i heard "she-who-must-not-be-name-cause-if-i-name-will-bring-unncessary-lame-trouble" looking for my msn. dunno the hell for, but interesting thing is that nobody likes her =) i heard a bunch of stories such as initiating a outing and in the end give a excuse " OH GOT MEETING MEH " . interesting eh ? welll well well , i didnt name the girl.

okay then later go lunch with wenhua and later on go home. but on the way to mensa , i saw HER. gagagaga, damn happy but made me ponder about something which will be later be told.

lol, then i take cab home, dun wish to stick in the crowded bus but it also gave me a good thought about IT in the taxi.

Proceed home to play Triste Coeur regarding my thoughts. boy boy, i managed to complete half of the song. happy with myself. slept a while later on and did weights training and here i am gonna pen down what i thought of today




i was perhaps just thinking, why we two could be so talkative in jap class but when in real life its just a "hi-bye" kind of thing. Also, its like when im in jap discussion yesterday, it was so full of life just seeing her smile and laugh and helping me out with my jap work and we even role-played it once. its like so fun......................

the second thought is, am i waiting too long to break the news ? what if she is single now, and by the time i want to break it to her , will she still be or not be single. Thats the question, nobody can answer.

Bah........................... well left last project to go. communication skills.

Teeheheheheheheheh.........................


Today was certainly an enjoyable day. Wake up help membres print stuff then give each person a copy of notes. Teacher kind of impressed with our work. Damn happy. like a sense of achievement

then went mensa to eat with nic and sunny go eat the chicken cutlet rice

studied at library and seeing sunny struggling with leadership work lol.. then later it was jap. damn fun man, listening i confirm pass. easy like zomg and it cost 20% lololol. then the listening over we had jap discussion. damn happy, was talking cock with the whole japanese group and we had a run through of our scripts then i realised my part during the whole roleplay was rather a lot. then the 3 girls so evil make me copy while i listen to them talk. the excuse they gave was " dom ur handwriting nicest" lol ? okay nvm.


Just kinda happy cause i saw HER, it was like just damn comfortable talking to her and such . lol. today's post will be short.

Nah its alright with those comments flooding my chatbox. Its also alright that i accept i aint a good boyfriend, its true im fat, its true i had no money last time. it was also true i had little friends last time. Yea ego was high , everything was wrong about me. Things have changed over the year.

I have money now.

I have more true friends now

I have become much more mature now

I have lost weight now

I have build muscles now




I won't say anything negative about you anymore. I just hope you leave me alone.

Nobody can win you in bad mannering anyway.

Your presence is a joke.

Okay enough of all those blabbering, econs went really really well, even teacher praised us. Can't thank enough of regine helping us with work. Well, and fulin is like damn funny lol. her being damn gullible is really something good to laugh at. When i asked for an eraser, she gave me this

Okay to start things off first, I woke up at 10am but class starts at 1pm. So nothing to do, i switch on the computer and began to study. Even though i just woke up fresh and awake, go bathe everything. I on the powerpoint slides my eyes just gradually close......

Never mind, go to school . Go for one hour study Principle of Management for 4 pages. Great job. The damn funny part of today is the teacher. She saw a group of people leaving, then she was like. "Actually students, i dun mind u all leaving my lecture because if you all have the intention to leave, it means that you all do not wish to learn anything"

Then half the lecture hall stood up and left LOL

It was really boring, I copied the last 2 points then i go off too. Okay 1 hour in school, go home.. =.=

Go home already, i switch on computer and studied, this time i pia 4 hours of marketing non-stop to cover all the topics. I would say is really damn tedious and i only got the gist of it. Dun think i will do well for the test tmr anyway. Bahh...

Later on i had to play 2 matches again team Kio, well first game was really damn fun and exciting. It was a sort of push and pull effect kinda stuff, they really cleared us all at starting and in the end we managed to revive in time and stop them from pushing in and cleared 5 of them. Then they decided to do another mid push and our two raxes left like 50 health or something but we once again managed to stop and cleared all of them. In the end we won, damn proud

Second game we dun really want to play well, so just let them win lol..

Now i am, studying for food hygiene test tmr. Well just can't get anything into the head.

Some thoughts to pen down today, i added her on friendster, but then my shoutout put my blog's name. I quickly rushed home to change it for fear she happens to go to my blog. My feeling is kinda mixed now, because i somehow want her to read but then hope she will not be affected by it. Cause as u know, we are both from the same group for Japanese and i dun want her to read my blog and later then have a sort of distance away from me and not perform well. I just can't do that, i dun want her to fail this cds. It ain't worth it. So i guess i won't publicise yet till the time is ripe i guess ?

Well today was kind of enjoyable at the beginning which got very bored later on =.=



Wake up in the afternoon, did my macroecons individual project and I was told to go bathe cause we were going out. Dad brought the whole family out to Astons to eat and he went there cause I recommended him that place and to his surprise he realised the food was like damn cheap la.



S$5.90 for a chicken set meal with two side orders =x



Well even though that's cheap he purposely want go order the expensive thing, he go ordered the Tenderloin which cost about $29.90. One of the most expensive stuff served at Astons' Specialties.



My sister ordered the Ribeye, mom ordered pork chop and both my aunty and I had the double up chicken. Well this is what it looks like...
Dad's Tenderloin, Followed by my chicken and my sister's ribeye
















Later on after settling the bill, we went to parkway parade and shopped around. Well I was happy cause i bought my Richard Clayderman Piano Solos book. Zomg so happy buahahah!

Dad bought himself a jeans from Giordano then later the whole family machiam camp at the Esprit for 1 hour and in the end I just bought a top for myself whilst my aunty bought some stuff too. And i went to cut hair....................... the aunty sucks at cutting. I was really damn upset. ARgh !!



Then. we went to Giants, I go buy some healthy stuff for my tomorrow diet and such lol. I just realise I cannot afford to get fat, all those hardwork I put in, just dun want to go away like that. So i decided to eat cereals for at least one meal a day. Oh ya, and I bought a muffin tray so I can bake some muffins for friends, families and such.



Then suddenly, i turned emo. I suddenly had a pessimistic thought in my mind that if i'm fat nobody will want me, then is like face also sian sian and really dun feel like doing anything. Well guess i'm missing her......... I really enjoy talking to her but wonder if she felt the same..



Bah..

I think it's quite weird for me to start blogging again but oh well sometimes there are thoughts I have that i just wish to pen down. These thoughts in me have been bottling up and never a chance to let them out.

Well to start things off first, I really want to get back into a relationship. Its like, maybe due to the previous relationship that I have neglected many stuff in life such as going out with real friends and do things as a group of friends. I completely miss that out except once or twice with my good friends Ivan, Ben, Nicolas so on..

Now I'm having these great bunch of friends, I do stuff as groups now and really enjoy life and talking cock with them. Poly has open a completely new entrance to my world where I was only with a girl for 3 1/2 years. I was so afraid of talking to girls, maybe its just natural because I didn't really talk to any girl for fear of jealousy.

I'm just lacking something in life that friends cannot provide. Someone to talk to. I mean good friends do talk to me but however, some stuff like gossiping , talking nonsense and even the simple "what are you doing?" can spark off a great conversation. But some times male friends will only talk to you about the few stuff like games etc.

I really do not how to approach a girl neither do i know how to start a good conversation, I'm kind of upset and disappointed in myself. That's why I'm really envious of people like Sunny and Nicolas who are able to hit it off so well with people. I mean i just can't. I'm just scared the person will just run away and not talk to me anymore thus resulting in the current me.

To be honest, I like a girl now. Well, I did the most foolish thing, was to ask her out for a movie. It's just so stupid of me, I do not even know the girl well yet and is not like we are those who will talk on msn everyday. I think she might think that I'm freaking her out. I just do not want that, I just want to slowly know more about her hoping she will feel the same for me.

I'm training everyday, lifting weights everyday all just to get into a better shape so I can be in a better position to know more about you. I'm quite proud to say that I have lost 4 inches off my waist size and will continue to do better. I know i know all the sayings about doing exercise for the benefit of oneself, however my mindset is different.

I know no matter how nice I can be, without an acceptable face or body no girls will want to talk to me. Maybe I'm just over reacting but yea ..that's how i feel.